How is it someone I barely know and only really started talking to today can make me feel this thrilled, feverish, inflamed, (and any other synonym of the word). With every text I receive, my heart pounds more and more! I haven’t felt like this in so long. It’s refreshing. It’s exhilarating. And from such an unlikely candidate. I’m so excited I can’t keep it in! I want to scream and dance around the room. I’m pent up with so much energy inside that I just have to release it somehow. I don’t think I can ever sleep again thats how delighted I am. I honestly wasn’t expecting this when I gave them my number earlier this afternoon. I honestly didn’t even expect them to even text me back after we exchanged numbers. I’m in sheer awe. Sheer and utter awe and I can’t control it! It’s such a beautiful feeling I can’t help but cry. Sorry for the rambling, I just needed to say it somewhere!
God, I’m a mess.
Edit: and for once it’s not some asshole with an asshole reputation, it’s an actual sweet boy who keeps to himself and doesn’t act like a child like all the other guys I know. And to make matters worse (or better :D) I think he genuinely means the things he says! I think I’m dreaming. I have to be, there’s no way this could really be happening to me. It’s impossible. I’m supposed to die alone as a crazy cat lady
P.S. I’m still a mess!
Edit pt. II: I think I’ve died and this isn’t happening. How else could this be happening? He says I’m irresistible! HE CAN’T WAIT TO SEE ME! He wants to make me happy! AM I BEING PUNK’D!? WHERE’S ASHTON!?!
P.P.S. here lies Doreen, she lived a mess she died a mess, she’s a textbook example of a grade-A MESS!